My first ever 3some was a bit like that. A bit less rough but still rough. But I asked for it. Met a guy in a bar and got along with him very well. I was 19 he was like 43. After like 30 mins he mentioned that he lived in a nearby flat with his bf. I said your bf? He said yes, I'm gay. Is that a problem for you? I said absolutely not. I don't mind gays and that I already tried gay stuff myself since I'm single and curious. He got curious then and asked "what gay stuff did you try so far? I said jerking off one another, sucking a dick and that I also had a dick inside me. He was surprised and impressed since he thought I was 100% straight. He didn't hold back and asked if I ever thought about a 3some. I said yes, sure why not. If I ever had the opportunity, I'd give it shot. He said, what about now? We could get to my place, you could meet my bf and we could give it a go. I agreed so we went. At his place we had some drinks with his bf which was 45. After we got naked and after sucking our dicks for a while, I asked if we could go a bit rough. So they did. I loved it. I got fucked doggy style while being pulled by my hair by the guy I simultaneously sucked off while getting my ass cheeks smacked.